Well done, I cannot believe you have stuck with this process. So often we all get stuck with the stuckness and don’t see a way out of it. So, think about other changes, what else do you want to be different, choose a different direction.  In situations of doubt and stuckness ask "What could I do differently?" Claire Moody is our head coach at Target Training, and you can read more about her here.  She delivers training on all coaching and numerous training the trainer courses.